Saturday, January 22, 2011

Hate My Life...

Do you know...
it hard to live as social anxiety-ers...
sometimes it makes me wanna cry...
maybe you say it's just an excuse for me being lazy or what so ever...
yeah maybe you right...
but do you know how bad i want to get out of my stupid life...
do you know how bad i want to do everything that i like without being worried...
do you know how bad i want to sleep at night without having to worried about tomorrow
do you know that my heart beat like hell when i'm going outside of my house...

argh...
maybe you just don't understand bout my problems...
buts who cares right...
what??? my family????
i don't think they understand if i told them that i have social anxiety problems whats so ever...
they just to "kampung" to understand my problem...

hurm...
at least i have you blog...
maybe you are not human but at least you listen to my problems...
i want to get out of my STUPID life and this STUPID disease...
please God help me...

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